March 5, 2010
Why I Cry
By: Lorinda McCall-Owens
What does it mean when I am on my knees and I cry,
No know hears, so I ask myself, why.
I cry through the hurt and the pain,
I cry through all I’ve been through,
It’s hard to tell what I feel,
What am I suppose to do.
I do not know who to talk to, so I hold the pain inside,
The more I cry, my tears is what I cannot hide.
After all of the tears, what will be done?
I just wish that my life can be fun.
No one understands how I just want it all to go away,
It’s hard and painful; I just want to wake up to another day.
It seems as if no one has anything to say.
What do I do with all that is around?
Who do I go to when my life is going down?
I want to go to someone that is able to hear
As I cry more each day, this pain is what I can’t bear.
I cry because there’s no help, no love just pain, no smile
Who will understand?
I wish someone could because I have been crying for a while.
Posted by Lorinda McCall.
March 5, 2010
I Forgive You…..
By: Lorinda McCall
You have talked about me behind my back,
and spit in my face,
but yet I forgive you.
You have told me that I will make it nowhere,
and talked about my race,
but yet I forgive you.
You have abused me to the point where
I don’t know what to say,
by the way I forgive you.
You had me crying through the night,
because of what you’ve done to me, but I see you can’t see,
yet I forgive you.
I tell you now, you have made me stronger,
because... Continue reading...
Posted by Lorinda McCall.
March 5, 2010
The Self
By: Lorinda McCall-Owens
I ask for God’s help, because at times I do not know what to do.
I speak out to myself, trying to get a point through.
I want things to change, but I know to wait on God.
At times I get afraid, but I know not to go hide.
I question life, and the turns that it may go,
I wait on the guiding signs, but none seems to show.
I look deep within to see the things that I may hold.
Wondering if my dreams can be wrapped up and sold.
What are the thoughts o... Continue reading...
Posted by Lorinda McCall.
March 5, 2010
Dealing with My Past
By: Lorinda McCall
Trapped up inside are words I never said
Feelings that I hide, and the lines that have never been read.
You can see it in my eyes
Read it on my face,
Deep inside my heart the past I can’t replace.
With memories that comes back,
They will not go away,
I want to be happy,
Today’s a brand new day.
Yesterdays are over even though the hurting is not,
I can’t forget what happened,
Because pain is what I got.
The hurt I am feeling now,... Continue reading...
Posted by Lorinda McCall.
March 5, 2010
Opened Eyes…..
By: Lorinda McCall
Why can’t I see through the pupil of my eye?
Understanding the facts of life that apply.
Modeling the acts of life, on what I see,
Looking at the different things and people I thought I would be.
Putting on shoes and clothes that covers up the real me,
Not knowing that it just covers and disconnects my individuality.
Sometimes my eyes are closed and yet covered with pain,
I carry on with life, I’m happy when the sun is out and excited when it... Continue reading...
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March 5, 2010
Who Ever Imagined
By: Lorinda McCall-Owens
No one would ever imagine what life has brought me through,
It seemed as if each and every day there is something new.
I did not know what I was going to do.
Who ever imagined the pain in life that different situations may give,
With people always mistreating me, and the way I feel.
Who ever imagined how these things were affecting the way I live,
The things that were happening didn’t even seem real.
There was not any room for me to exh... Continue reading...
Posted by Lorinda McCall.
March 5, 2010
Crying for Gods Help
By: Lorinda McCall-Owens
I ask for God’s help, because at times I do not know what to do.
Crying for Gods help, I speak out to myself, trying to get a point through.
I want things to change, but I know to wait on God.
At times I get afraid, but I know not to go hide.
I question life, and the turns that it may go,
Crying for Gods help, I wait on the guiding signs, but none seems to show.
I look deep within to see the things that I may hold.
Wondering if my dre... Continue reading...
Posted by Lorinda McCall.
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